Any Dream Is Possible

"All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them." -Walt Disney

On my last night in the Magic Kingdom as my 2015 Disney College Program came to an end, the streets grew empty as Guests left and College Program graduates stayed. The poor working Cast Members slowly walked down Main Street, attempting to drive out those who simply wouldn't leave. The Main Street soundtrack could barely be heard over the hundreds of sobs that echoed throughout the area. Over the sobs, however, I heard someone call out "Casey!" and through foggy, tear-distorted vision, I turned to see someone that I came to admire and respect greatly after having worked with her a couple of times. As if it was a scene from a movie, she pulled me aside with a smile, embraced me, and said to me with a spark in her eye,

"Go live your dream."

With that, she disappeared into the crowd. Goosebumps spread over every inch of me, and my brain resorted to that fuzzy feeling you get when you don't know if you are dreaming or truly experiencing something magical.

I don't know how or when it happened, but somehow during my 2015 Disney College Program, I lost faith in my dream. In the place where dreams come true, I felt stranded. No matter how much I wanted it, I simply couldn't picture myself performing for Disney. I believed that being an Attendant would be the farthest I would ever get in Disney Entertainment. Not that I wasn't grateful for this, I am extraordinarily grateful for this and never took a moment of it for granted. However, I'm not going to hide my true feelings either. It was often extremely difficult for me, watching others live my dream and sometimes not appreciate it fully. I never told anyone of how I longed to perform for Disney. It was far too cliché, and besides, why would I add my own to the pile of sighs that performers hear day in and day out from those wishing to be in Entertainment? I vowed to be the best Attendant I could possibly be, and if I would never see another Entertainment role for the rest of my life, then I would just have to shine brightly where God had placed me. There is a purpose to all things, and maybe not reaching my dream was to be my trial in life.

Returning to school, however, I was reawakened. Thanks to some incredible inspiration that came in an odd number, I came to understand that life is what we make it to be.

As I neared my twentieth birthday, I couldn't help but ponder about where I was going in life. Where would I end up if I continued on the path I was on? Everything from what classes I was registered for, to what food I had in the pantry, how often I exercised, what job(s) I currently had, the friends I was making, etc. I couldn't help but think what other people my age were doing. It was almost breathtaking when I realized that so many people my age are preparing to be Olympic athletes, dancing in music videos, writing and recording songs, performing in concerts, training to audition for various productions, acting in short films, etc. It seemed that everyone was preparing for their dream and doing what makes them happiest, except for me. I had dismissed my dream(s), convinced that I would never be what anyone would actively want/seek out. I had labelled myself a "closet singer" because for whatever reason I could always sing just fine by myself, but whenever I perform it turns into a mess. Why would someone want me when the girl down the hall sings way better and is way prettier and can actually perform as she rehearsed? This realization brought tears to my eyes. Seeing so many people my age, whether in or out of training and living their dreams, ignited a fire in me. All these people I was thinking about and had seen throughout my life--they used to be ordinary people. After many years of hard work and patience, they made their dreams come true. They did it themselves.

We are all caterpillars. We make what seem to be little decisions from day to day that ultimately determine our destiny. Some of us take longer to become butterflies than others, and that's okay. What matters is that we will each become a butterfly. It's not a race. There's no time limit, just as long as you take another step today toward your goal. Even if it may be small, and even if you slip and end up back on square 0 or even -2 tomorrow, it's better than being on square -1 or -3 if you hadn't have moved at all today. Mistakes are inevitable. But if you stay consistent, eventually you will notice your progress, and you will be surprised when you find how much progress you've made! Consistency brings changes. Like a caterpillar becoming a butterfly, it takes patience and work. Hard, hard work. And more patience. But it's the caterpillar's transformation into the butterfly that makes the butterfly even more beautiful.

Anything is possible.

We just need to be brave enough, strong enough, and consistent and patient enough to make the decisions that we need to make. However small or large those choices may be. Dreams come true for those who work for them.

I believe that God gave us our dreams for a reason. Why would God create us with the ability to dream if we can't make our dreams come true? God loves us and he wouldn't give us dreams just to make us suffer and bring us disappointment because they'll never come true. He doesn't find pleasure in making us sad. He loves us. Thus said, sometimes we need to experience the trial of not achieving a dream, but only God has a full understanding of that. But I believe that God gave us dreams to give us hope during the times that we don't or can't achieve them. During these times, we become more Christlike by developing patience and trust in Him. These times can also strengthen our relationship with our Savior if we turn to him, because he experienced the pain that we feel during the Atonement. I believe that God gave us dreams to inspire us to become better, stronger people, as we are ultimately trying to do in this life. God wants us to develop the talents that he has given us and pursue our passions so that we may live the happiest life possible. God is our father. He loves us and wants us to be happy. However, I also believe that sometimes God leads us down another path that he ultimately thinks is better for us.

With all of this said, the point I am trying to make is that we have been given our passions and dreams for a reason, so we should pursue them if they make us truly happy.

We literally have the world at our fingertips. As a college student, I am so fortunate to have access to a variety of classes that can prepare me to be the kind of woman I aspire to be. There is also a world full of an overwhelming number of careers, and we can literally take any path that we desire to take. God gave us the gift of agency, so we should use it! There are unlimited possibilities, so you shouldn't limit your world.

Think about what makes you happier than anything in the whole entire world. It may be a talent, a place, or a person. Whatever it is, let it change your life. Out of fear, I almost did not attend the Disney audition that changed mine. How often do we let fear control us? I didn't perform for two years because I was too afraid to audition for anything, too afraid that I wouldn't be as good as others, too afraid that I might get bad grades if I did a show, too afraid that I might embarrass myself, afraid that I didn't look my best, etc. If we aren't doing what makes us happy, doesn't that ultimately make us unhappy? What kind of a life are we living if we are unhappy?

For once, I went to a College Program Disney audition and didn't try to impress anyone. I was there with a couple good friends and quietly tried to get to know those around me. I didn't try to fit a "mold" that I thought Disney was looking for. I didn't let myself become overly perky or energetic, I just stayed my laid-back but cheerful self. I didn't tell myself "I'm not a dancer so I'm going to play up my facial expressions hard core." I simply did the best I could. I was terribly imperfect. I was finally measured at 66" (every audition before that has been 65.5"), but I was terribly imperfect. I have no idea what kind of facial expressions I was making or how unclear my animation was. I messed up the dance in a variety of ways, and I was terribly embarrassed. I simply wanted to perform the best that I could. And I had fun. I was there because I wanted to be. I love telling stories, be it through my voice or my body.

By a miracle, I guess it was me that they were looking for all this time. Not perky-pixie-dust Casey or trying-too-hard-too Casey, just Casey. Casey who simply wanted to do what she loves the best that she could. I think God has been trying to teach me a lesson here. Could it be that there is more to me than I give myself credit for? Could it be that I could be one of those ordinary people who could transform into a shining diamond with some hard work and patience (and a bit of pixie dust)?

For now, I am living my dream here in Florida. Working for Disney in Entertainment has been everything I always dreamed it would be, and more. I am brought to tears nearly every day because of the many magical moments that I get to witness and experience. I feel unworthy to be doing what I do. I am so incredibly blessed.

I am happy to announce that I have made a promise to myself; from now on, I will follow my heart wherever it may lead me. I may have a late start in chasing my dreams, but I have begun to make the necessary changes in my life to be able to achieve those dreams.

Dreams can come true.
Better late than never, right?

Maleficent Descends

"All the adversity I’ve had in my life, all my troubles and obstacles, have strengthened me… You may not realize it when it happens, but a kick in the teeth may be the best thing in the world for you.” –Walt Disney

I apologize for taking such a long time to write another article. This topic is very difficult for me to talk about, and I was trying to avoid reliving these moments. Thus said, this post is going to have to have a sequel to explain its significance, because otherwise it would take hours to type and read through.

I now present to you the darkest point of my 2015 Disney College Program.

I believe that our Heavenly Father knows and loves us individually. I also believe that he places people, opportunities, and even trials in our lives BECAUSE he knows and loves us individually. He guides us to people or opportunities that will teach us and help us to become better, stronger, and wiser individuals. He also places trials in our lives that will ultimately help us to become better, stronger, and wiser individuals, if we choose to learn from those trials. I don’t know about anyone else, but I personally learn so much more when anything goes wrong in my life than I do when everything goes right.

A friend of mine once told me that the experience and knowledge that we gain from our trials, whether they be minor or severe, makes us more like our Savior, Jesus Christ. As members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints, this is our ultimate goal.

I will talk more about this in a later post, but for now, here are some basics you need to understand: I don’t have much self-esteem, and what I do have comes mostly from one source—my voice.

My voice is my most prized possession.

It is my closest friend and most trusted companion. I truly feel that the reason that I am often recognized for being so happy all the time is because I sing so often. I believe that my voice gives me my laid back and carefree spirit.

After working a wonderful day as an Attendant before I was trained with the Mouse, I returned home to an empty apartment. I don’t really mind being home alone, in fact, I rather like it sometimes. It gives me a lot of time to think and rest, or sing whatever I want to sing without having to be embarrassed about making mistakes! However, on this particular day, I noticed that my tone was different. It not only sounded different when I sang, but it felt different. I had to try to sing, and it had never been that way before. Suddenly, I was terrified.

I took a break to check on my voice. It just didn’t feel good to sing. Quite frankly, it hurt. I checked everything I could see in the mirror and applied pressure to various points of my neck with my fingertips. Something was definitely wrong.

Resorting to the internet for answers was probably not the best idea I’ve ever had, but I was paranoid. I had to know what was wrong and how I could fix it. If I could fix it. What a terrifying thought that was. “How could I allow this to happen?” I thought. “How could God allow me to injure my voice without warning me first? He knows how important it is to me.” I felt betrayed and isolated. If I lost my voice, I honestly didn’t know what I would do. Why would God take my voice from me—my biggest source of happiness in this life? I AM my voice. Without my voice, what would I be? My mind spun on end with every possible explanation for why my voice could be acting this way. I realized that not only had my acid reflux been especially terrible recently, but I also worked for about 9 hours give or take every day at a job that required me to speak constantly and loudly. I recalled every recent instance that I had sung without warming up, as well as every time that I had cheered or screamed on an attraction or at a show. I collapsed on the floor in tears. God had given me every opportunity to recognize the warnings and put a stop to my bad habits and careless attitude, and I had chosen to disregard them out of pride and ignorance. How could I have been so selfish? How could I have been so careless with my most precious treasure?

I have never cried so hard in my entire life. My carpet and clothing were soaked with tears. I was coughing up every last ounce of energy I had, almost vomiting from pain, grief, worry, and regret. As I lay in my puddle of self-pity in my bedroom with the door closed, my roommate Allison entered the apartment. I was hyperventilating from loneliness and sorrow, longing for someone to simply be in the room, but at the same time, wanting to be alone. I didn’t have the strength to move or think.

I’m so grateful for the kind of friends that will be your voice and strength when you have none. The kind of friends that will make phone calls for you and will do everything they can to make sure you are comfortable. I am also incredibly grateful for home teachers that are more than willing to help out no matter what time it is. The wonderful example of these friends caused me to rethink my definition of true friendship and inspired me to become that kind of friend for others.

As I reflected upon the questions I had asked myself earlier about how God could take my voice away from me, I realized how selfish I was being. Not only was I being selfish in questioning God, but I was also being selfish in the way that I used my voice on a daily basis. I often used my voice to make up for my lack of self-esteem. If people heard me sing, they’d be more likely to think I am worth something, wouldn’t they? My voice would allow them to think I am special and maybe even consider me beautiful.

I was using my voice for my own benefit. My God-given voice. It doesn’t belong to me. It’s a gift. God is letting me borrow it. He wasn’t taking away my voice, but he was taking back His. Suddenly I had an entirely new perspective. How could I dare be upset about God taking back what’s his in the first place? How could I dare use His voice for my own gain? I should be using it for His gain.

Thus said, I shouldn’t be too critical of my voice, because it’s not mine. For example, it’s as if a friend gave me cute shoes for my birthday. If someone were to compliment my shoes, I’d truly accept that compliment, thinking of the wonderful friend that gave them to me. If someone compliments my voice, I should truly accept it and be grateful to my Heavenly Father for giving it to me. I shouldn’t deflect it or think about everything that went wrong in the performance. Wouldn’t that offend God, who gave me my voice?

I also realized that perhaps I was experiencing this trial because God wanted to teach me something. Maybe I was relying too much upon my voice for happiness and comfort when I should be relying upon my Savior and Heavenly Father. My true happiness should come from knowing that I am a daughter of God. It should come through knowing that I can repent and be forgiven of my sins and have true peace in my life through my Savior and his Atonement. It should come through having a strong and healthy relationship with my Heavenly Father and elder brother, Jesus Christ. My source of true happiness should be found in the peace that the gospel of Jesus Christ brings to me.

It was in this moment that I took a two-month fast, if you will, from singing. It was honestly two of the hardest months of my life. Every week that I went to church I ended up bursting into tears simply because I couldn’t sing the Hymns with everyone. I had taken for granted what an incredible thing it is to be able to sing praises to God, especially when an entire congregation is singing together for the same purpose.

Those of you that know me well would probably suggest to just watch Disney movies. Under any other circumstance, that probably would have made me feel just peachy. But I couldn’t sit there and listen to Ariel sing about being a part of that world or Rapunzel singing about finally seeing the light when I wasn’t able to sing about my own dreams! Fortunately, my seedling of obsession (well, it was probably a lot more than a seedling) for Disney’s newest film at the time, Big Hero 6, could still be pursued without giving me a pain in my chest. I didn’t have to sing along to Fall Out Boy’s “Immortals” to feel invincible!! Big Hero 6 seemed to be the only thing that could really make me happy for about a month - which is saying something about a girl who

It was during this dark time in my life that for the second time, I established an unbreakable emotional connection with a character. The first was Snow White (more on this in a later post), the second: Hiro Hamada.

***MAJOR SPOILER ALERT***DO NOT READ THE NEXT PARAGRAPH UNLESS YOU HAVE SEEN BIG HERO 6***

I have so much in common with Hiro, and I never would have realized it if I hadn’t have gone through this trial. Like Hiro, I had a special power. His is his brains, mine is my voice. Like Hiro, I used my voice for my own benefit. Like Hiro, I didn’t even want to go to the college that I’m at now (Brigham Young University) until I had a theatre conference on campus and fell in love with the incredible theatre programs and plentiful opportunities that BYU has to offer (“I have to go here!”). Fortunately I didn’t have to lose a brother, but I could have lost my voice. It takes the loss of Tadashi and Hiro's journey to overcome his sorrow that causes him to realize how he should really use his gift.

It's only when he uses his gift for a cause other than himself that he uses it for "something important." I vowed to do the same with my own gift.

My "superpower."

During this emotionally trying time, I often went to visit Hiro and Baymax in Epcot to get some extra motivation and hope from my newfound idol. I tried to visit at least once a week, schedule permitting. Although I couldn't sing, I found solace in the fact that Hero and his friends could always make me laugh. I found Hiro's story incredibly inspiring, especially how much he had changed and grown after experiencing such a difficult trial himself. He didn't only get stronger - he encouraged others to find the power within them! I wanted to learn to use my gift to help lift others the way that Hiro does.

During one particular interaction, Hiro and I discussed our "superpowers," and when I told him mine was my voice, he said he wanted to hear it. I, only half-joking, told him that I had lost it. I pinky-promised him that when I found it, I would show it to him.

I soon went to the voice doctor who, after some tests and to my great relief, had revealed that my voice wasn't damaged long-term after all. It had just been severely irritated due to frequent acid reflux. This, in addition to a job in which I constantly had to speak - and loudly, at that - was making it so that my voice just couldn't recover each time it was damaged, so it was getting progressively worse and worse. It would take some time, but if treated with care, it would heal.

After about two months of frequent visits with Hiro and Baymax, we had quite the extensive list of inside jokes and fond memories. I brought up the courage to tell Hiro exactly what was going on with my voice and renewed my promise to show him my voice when I had "found it." A month before my program ended and right around the time that Hiro and Baymax were going back to San Fransokyo for school (at the Sanfransokyo Institute of Technology;), my voice was finally healthy enough to sing a little bit, so I actually wrote a song for Hiro to fulfill my promise of showing him my "superpower." It's just a dumb little song that talks about all the fun we had together and showcases some of our inside jokes.

You can watch the video of my performance for Hiro here. I know it's not really audible, and I'm sorry. I'll try to get another recording up sometime. It's just a simple little ukulele melody (I kept it short so I wouldn't take up too much time in the meet-and-greet). The lyrics are as follows:

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Robots dancing, outfits matching

Pinky promises

Poetry and Chemistry

And color-changing dinosaurs

I don't want to say goodbye

And I

I'm not satisfied

Funny faces, Lego races

Selfie photoshoots

Megabots and lollipops

And three-scoop ice cream cones

I don't want to say goodbye

And I

I'm not satisfied

I don't want to say goodbye

'Cause I

I'm not satisfied

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Not too long after my voice started having troubles, I was trained to work with Mickey at Town Square Theater. It was truly an answer to prayer because I didn't have to speak so loudly anymore. Working with Mickey truly was the greatest thing that happened to me during my program, in more ways than one.

It took my voice just about a year to fully recover, and I am happy to say that most of the time nowadays, my voice is better than ever! I will never take it for granted ever again. The beauty of a fire is that the forest can regrow, oftentimes much healthier and stronger than it was before!

So that's the story of why Hiro Hamada is so important to me, so that you all can hopefully understand my utter obsession with all things Big Hero 6.

Again, sorry this post is so long, I had a lot of material to cover, but I will go more into detail on some of these topics in a later post - coming soon!

Obligatory sentimental bestfriendhood photos (I'm SO GLAD I had PhotoPass!):

Sorry for the leg pop. That's awkward.

Shoutout to Jennifer for making it on the blog (and also for recording the video of me singing to Hiro. You rock and I miss you!)

Dreams of Adventurous Exploits

“That’s what we storytellers do. We restore order with imagination. We instill hope again and again and again.” –Walt Disney

Suspending disbelief: that’s what Tiggers (and theatre people) do best! It’s so much fun to experience Disney’s “Haunted Mansion” attraction and allow yourself to believe for just a millisecond that it’s all real. That you are actually inside a creepy, rustic, haunted mansion. It’s so much fun to walk underneath Cinderella Castle and imagine just for a moment what it must have been like on that fateful night at the prince’s ball. But the moments in which I suspend my disbelief most often at Disney parks are during character meet-and-greets. After all, as wonderful as Disney World is with its many fun attractions, food, and shops—the characters are what make the Disney experience truly magical for me.

I suppose this explains why I wanted to be a Character Attendant in the first place.

I love telling stories.

My experience with improv throughout my school years has shown me how incredible it can be when you take what your partner says and build off of it even more. For example: A kid asks Pluto if he’s learned any new tricks lately. Pluto nods excitedly and begins chasing his tail. If his attendant were to begin to tell the child about some of the other tricks he and Mickey have been working on, or how long it took to learn that particular trick—perhaps Pluto kept getting to dizzy and falling over—and maybe he got so dizzy one day that he fell over on Minnie and got fur all over her dress!—suddenly there is a connection, a mutual trust and appreciation between the performer and the attendant. Likewise, improv has also shown me that things are much more believable when there are stories to go along with them. A child might be skeptical that he or she is meeting the real Queen Elsa, but the moment she talks about what Marshmallow was doing yesterday and where Olaf is today and how many chocolates Sven ate last night, suddenly it becomes a lot harder to doubt that she is the bonafide queen of Arendelle.

Throughout my time at Walt Disney World, I certainly spent a lot of time with characters. During most of my free time, I could be found in Hollywood Studios, more specifically in line to meet Hiro and Baymax. I’m sure many of you are rolling your eyes at this—I’m obsessed, and I’m aware. :) Besides Mickey Mouse, Hiro Hamada is my all-time favorite Disney character. I visited with Hiro 16 times throughout my College Program (I was bummed that I didn’t visit more, quite honestly). He is a honking genius and is honking hilarious and is honking inspiring. Maybe I feel protective of him because I’m actually Honey Lemon? Plot twist. Maybe I’m just trying to get to know Hiro so that I can imagine that I was dating his brother, Tadashi? Double plot twist. But in all seriousness, there will be more on my admiration of Hiro in a later post (“Oh, joy…” some of you may be thinking).

I actually made a ton of friends during my time spent waiting in line to meet my faves, most of which I am still in contact with today! I have so many wonderful memories because of these two characters, and will be forever inspired by their influence in my life. All because nearly once a week, sometimes more, I would suspend my disbelief and wait in line for two hours to have a conversation. :)

But besides Hiro and Baymax and Mickey, my DCP also gave me a deeper admiration and connection with other characters—most notably Princess Aurora, Aladdin and Jasmine, Goofy, and the Incredibles.

I will never forget the conversation I had with Princess Aurora in which, after discussing her animal friends, I asked her which animal she would be if she were an animal. If you know me well, you will know that I would be either a butterfly or a bunny (does a butterfly count in this case? Haha). To my surprise, the princess said that she would be a bunny! I had just found another connection with this beautiful princess. After discussing the similarity, laughing, and wrapping up the conversation, we posed for pictures. Meeting with Princess Aurora never gets old. It is incredibly unfortunate that I only got to work with her twice, but I am incredibly grateful for the admiration that blossomed because of those two shifts.

I only had the opportunity of working with Aladdin and Jasmine once. I was terrified at first, because I had heard how busy the location was and was extremely worried about closing the line for each set. Aladdin and Jasmine could tell that I was nervous and went out of their way to make the experience wonderful for me. They gave me tips and tricks for the location, constantly included me in their stories, and genuinely expressed gratitude whenever they could. Watching Aladdin and Jasmine made me realize how much I had missed them since my previous Disney vacations. And talk about RELATIONSHIP GOALS. After working with Aladdin and Jasmine, I can proudly say that those two rival Rapunzel and Eugene as favorite Disney couple!! At the end of the day, I had a wonderful conversation with Princess Jasmine and got to know her even more. :)

My love for Princess Jasmine had kind of mellowed since I went to high school. In 8^th grade, my stake (a large group of individual LDS church communities in an area) put on a production of Aladdin Jr. in which I was cast as Princess Jasmine in one of two casts. :) What a wonderful experience that was. Unfortunately, I had almost completely forgotten about that experience until I worked with Aladdin and Jasmine. Suddenly my connection with the princess was revived, and now I love her more than ever before.

Goofy and Donald were the first characters I worked with upon entering my Character Attendant training. I was an overwhelmed, anxious blueberry. While Donald tried to loosen me up by flirting (oh, that duck), Goofy recommended that the best remedy for my tension was laughter! Those two helped me to become a much better attendant by allowing me to tell stories with them right from the beginning. Stories are my comfort zone and helped me to feel that I might actually be able to do this attending thing. Goofy and Donald definitely kept me on my toes, that’s for sure. It was extremely stressful having to keep my eye on two characters, two Photopass Photographers, and a long line of Guests, especially when the characters were being so silly. But it was because of Goofy and Donald that I learned to juggle my responsibilities. Goofy isn’t exactly an ideal juggling teacher for most people, but he was the most wonderful teacher I could possibly be matched with.

Throughout my program, I got to spend more time with Goofy than almost any other character because we had many mutual friends. It was always a wonderful surprise when I would visit Goofy and he would be very excited to see me because one of his friends told him that I was coming! I have so many fun memories because of that Goof. :)

Although I also bonded with many other characters, I will end this post by talking about Mr. and Mrs. Incredible and their super “cool” pal, Frozone. Starting out as an Attendant, it was very difficult for me to make lasting friendships. Friends that I could hang out with on a day off. Friends that could make me laugh or cheer me up or would call my name if they saw me from a distance. I was always working at a different location and couldn’t spend a lot of time backstage to get to know anyone. About a month into actually working in the Magic Kingdom, I was scheduled to work with the Incredibles and Frozone at the Tomorrowland Incredibles Super Dance Party. This experience was a turning point in my program.

I had so much fun dancing and interacting with the supers that night that they introduced me to their friends, who exchanged Facebook information with me. At the end of the night, we ended up staying for an hour after clocking out—just talking! We were already making plans to hang out. I had finally made real friends outside of my Attendant/Performer training group.

I got to work with them at the Dance Party again during the Magic Kingdom's 24-hour event, and I ended up going to visit Mr. Incredible and Frozone in Hollywood Studios a few times as well! During my favorite interaction with them as a Guest at Hollywood Studios, I told them that we missed them at the supers meeting that morning. They asked me where my supersuit was, and I told them that I was late to the meeting because I couldn't find it, so everybody there thought that I was just an average citizen. They asked me what my super power is, and I told them that I have a voice that can hypnotize people and break things. Frozone responded by miming that he has ice powers. I asked, "What do you do, Mr. Incredible? Clean toilets?" Frozone thought this was very funny, but Mr. Incredible gave a sassy response and began to show off his strength. We decided to get a picture together, posing with our appropriate super power. Frozone prepared to use his ice powers, Mr. Incredible flexed, and I stood up straight, opened my mouth, and reached out my hand as if I were about to sing some kind of aria. Mr. Incredible began to make fun of my pose, so I responded, "Why are you making fun of my power? You're the one who cleans toilets." Once again, Frozone died of laughter. We posed once again. Frozone prepared to use his ice powers, I prepared to sing an aria, and Mr. Incredible hunched over with an invisible toilet want.

BEST. INTERACTION. EVER.

These are just a few of my journeys from simply being an Attendant to having adventures with some of my favorite Disney characters, on and off the clock. I can’t wait to be reunited with my all of my friends in April 2016, when I will be returning to Walt Disney World to have even more adventures as a Character Attendant!

Walt Disney World,

See ya real soon!

Dreams of Happily Ever After

"The greatest moments in life are not concerned with selfish achievements, but rather with the things we do for the people we love and esteem, and whose respect we need." -Walt Disney

Our lives are made up of dreams: dreams of peace, dreams of hope, passion, success, and longing for the future. We let the winds of these dreams guide us, often becoming so focused upon the ultimate destination that we forget to truly feel the calming breeze and take a look around us along the way.

Before my Disney College Program, I measured my own success based upon what others would think or say of what I had done. Now I’m not saying that these short-term goals were not important, however, I am saying that my validation of what I had done came from the wrong sources. I shouldn’t work toward a dream worrying about what others will think or say of what I would accomplish. I should work toward a dream knowing that I put my whole heart into creating something that I think is beautiful. Shouldn’t this knowledge be enough to make me perfectly content?

For nearly the first half of my DCP, I pushed myself above and beyond, making myself sick from working so hard. Why was I trying so hard? I wanted people to like me. I wanted my fellow Cast Members to notice and praise the work that I was doing. I wanted to create a good reputation for myself and hopefully secure a future with the Walt Disney Company. Did you notice what these thoughts have in common?

ME.

My dream was to be the best Character Attendant at Walt Disney World, but I wasn’t doing it for the Guests; I was doing it for me. The Lord is full of surprises, and he always knows just what to do. After humbling me (more on this in a later post), he guided me to a reevaluated dream:

To create magic for Guests.

What I was doing before was not magic—it was selfish. Yes, I wanted the Guests to be happy and have a wonderful vacation, but that wasn’t going to create significance. It wasn’t going to last a lifetime. Mickey taught me so much about giving a personal interaction to each Guest, not simply repeating the same stories and activities. He showed me how to let the Guests guide the interaction. True, sometimes they are quiet or don’t speak English, so you might have to have some similarities in order to communicate, but Guests are always going to respond differently. We each have different desires and insecurities.

The moment I made this change in my attending—when I started focusing on the Guest’s wishes and not on whether or not they’d think I am a good Attendant—that was when I started receiving the praise that I’d been looking for all along. Funny how that works. But regardless of whether or not I’d receive praise for it, I felt much happier when I worked for the Guests’ needs and desires above my own. I felt completely satisfied in just knowing that I made someone smile rather than worrying about whether or not I made his or her day. Once I made this change, I felt truly happy to go to work each day. The repetition of duties didn’t bother me anymore.

So thus my dream became not a dream of my own "Happily Ever After," but of the Guests’.